You know all the girls ive loved i thought theyd be my wife you know all i ever wanted was happiness i really hate my life you dont know how many time ive contemplated on slitin my own throat with a knife you dont know how many times ive gotten heart broken and cried if i could go back to myself in 5 years id tell him sorry for fucking up our life and to my future self you should apologise in advance fuck all the hoes ive loved and gave a chance that forced me to finish vodka the fifth glass that made me feel 6 feet down in the dirt all the people that left making me question my worth fuck my life and fuck the world everybody came and broke my heart i feel so stressed im breaking apart im not asking for power or money im not asking for fame or coochie fucking shit all im asking for is to be happy
Somedays i dont feel better some days i wanna give up to putting the pieces back together im never relaxed never relieved why the fuck do they all gotta leave just because somebody runs out of your life doesnt mean you have to chase and just incase i lose my mind give me some space to pull myself together again cmon dude stop bitchin remember who you are whats your name im 4ball thats my name im an artist got no time to be broken hearted stuck alone in this cold world darkened beat up and used fucked up and heart abused cold hearted will never love again but if i do i hope i wont get hurt lets not pretend
Shit life is complicated
It took my soul and killed it
Took my smile and erased it
Got my mind and lost it
I feel so worthless and lost
Beat up jacked up and tossed
My heart
Im losin belief in God
He let me have dark thoughts now is that odd
How many more pain should i go through to find happiness
How many more people leavin should i witness
I just wanna end it all slit my neck
Myself i dont respect
Happiness soon i don’t expect
(Bitch bitching about his problems like a bitch made muhfucka)
I Hate Myself (Lost) -4Ball | |
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