I Dont Understand Myself - 4Ball

i dont understand myself

life full of trials and tribulations
im only human im proud of my imperfections (depressed 4bal)
Im in this world misunderstood
But i aint trippin i stand tall as i should
(Gangsta 4ball)
I look in the mirror tryna look for the innocent boy im tryna find
(Gangsta)
Mentality too bright i might go blind
I gotta admit sometimes i get trapped in my own mind
(Bragging ignorant)
Im tryna find my identity (depressed)
I wanna represent my city (gangsta)
I wanna know who i am (depressed)
Am i sad and depressed and a lil bitch
(Depressed)
Am i a g a thug and a piece of shit
(Gangsta)
Am i a bragging ignorant fuck who act like he make hits
(Bragging Ignorant)
Wear the caps and hang my pants low
(Gangsta)
Well i guess we can all agree that we’re an assholes (all)
Yup (normal)
Shut the fuck up (gangsta)
Imma be on the road to greatness imma take any route
Im the king no doubt
Cause i care none bout
Opinions
Imma rap and rap even if u hatin cause its my passion
(Bragging Ignorant)
I got different personalities
They here to try to define me
Did yall realize i have multiple personalities on my songs?
One personality will take over when i write alone
They all constantly fighting in my dome
I dont wanna always stick to being one guy
That shit gets too boring you know why
These personalities help me define me
One raps abt his guns one raps abt his dick one raps abt anxiety
One raps abt drugs one abt depression one abt problems of society
(All)
Im a loser (depressed)
Im a winner (ignorant)
Im good (ignorant)
Im bad (gangsta)
Im a sinner (depressed)
Im humble (depressed)
In a hustle (gangsta)
Im loud (ignorant)
Im an asshole (gangsta)
Im proud (all)
Im a sinner (depressed)
Im a gangster (gangsta)
I was dealt the wrong hand (gangsta)
In my van but all i gotta say (ignorant)
Im human (all)
Coming from one character all the time makes the story boring (all)
So in 4ball’s mind we constantly fightin (all)
Im an asshole with my baggy pants aks and hang my pants low
Im loweky fo sho
(Gangsta)
Im with the rolex and the gold chains
(Ingorant)
4ball scream our name (all)
Im drownin my sorrows in my bottle (depressed)
I am not a good role model (gangsta)
I live in a not so perfect home
But the only thing like home ive ever known (depressed)
Im sorry for the pain the hurt and all
Im sorry for the pain ive cost its my fault
(Depressed)
I try to survive everyday of the week
Everynight i cry myself to sleep
I dont want the fightin and the hurtin
I just dont wanna be a burden
(Depressed)
4ball can be heartbroken (depressed) a thug (gangsta) a rapstar (ignorant)
But seldom does he ever make music on who you really are (all)
In these streets its a hell for a hustler
Im a loser but im tryna be a winner
Im real but i could always get realer
(Gangsta)
Shit one man multiple characters (all)
Damn one man multiple characters (normal)
I hang my pants low
I scream fuck the popo
I grab my strap then the guns blow
Oh no i gotta crazy flow
Pop pop pop man down
Buried 6 feet underground
(Gangsta)
Im getting worried
Cause they wanna see me buried
And now my vision gets blurry
(Depressed)
Paint a picture and give u a story
(Artist)
Every track is a journey to my different identities (artist)
Im 4ball i got a big dick and i dont listen to bullshit i dont waste my time on falllin in love with a bitch (artist)
Im 4ball depressed anxiety
I wanna die nobody likes me
In this cruel world broken hearted
Ive been tryna make music since ive started
(Depressed)
Now listen me Pio i am your conscience if you dont listen to me then you will be history Pio
You gotta stop being sad wipe your tears from your lonely eyez
Cheer up ride the night
Guns and drugs arent what all life really is
If you think that you’re an idiot
You gotta be humble
I know you’re hungry for the struggle
But stop braggin like you the greatest
(Conscience)
But i get why u wanna be great
Trying to perfect your music keeping u up late
You’re losing your mind and you might break
(Conscience)
I understand that you dont understand yourself
But i believe in you and i love you to death
(Conscience)
In your mind its like the personalities’ all out brawl
You would shout fuck all yall
But the greatest question of em all
Is who really is 4ball?
(Conscience)
But i love my personalities they make me feel at home
Sure they always fight in my dome
But they always make me feel like im not alone
(All)

I Dont Understand Myself - 4Ball
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